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night
tonight my ghost laughs at me he laughs and laughs it is bittersweet to hear him laugh again, the thick throaty chuckle i once loved so...
victoriapdam
Apr 181 min read
Hers
There was a fairy in the corner of my eye She whispers and whispers but I heed her not There is a fairy in the corner of my eye Hiding...
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Apr 101 min read
Soldier Boy
his youth silence
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Mar 111 min read
Yes (No)
“ say yes if you love me” he can make the softest whisper tear through a pre-pubescent body like a rusty, serated blade carving through...
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Nov 28, 20241 min read


Belle De Jour
Once around, twice around Three times Still  Small feet by the bed, by your bed His body shivers, athletic form losing itself in a long...
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Sep 16, 20241 min read


Green Beauty
 oldest friend
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Jul 8, 20242 min read


river bird
there was a tribe, small, surviving in the mountains. The earth had changed, continuing to grey. The ill soil induced a recursion in what...
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Mar 28, 20241 min read


bead of rain
For weeks we spent falling by the window , like the melancholic sweetness of rain, like the dream within the dream where an unknowable...
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Mar 15, 20241 min read


Nostalghia
automatic writing sample (confessional) // anniversary of sorts
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Aug 24, 20232 min read


Wooden Women
Asked for no heart Buried in the Holland landscape Healthy and strong Roots tunneling into the earth Fingers grow new lives Pain-free...
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Jul 17, 20231 min read


Suckle
valley girl
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Jul 3, 20231 min read


Industry Infant
Eaten up. 
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Feb 3, 20231 min read


Baby Bird
pre-emptive passing
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Nov 29, 20222 min read


Bare Bone
Hunger nips at your feet and lies dormant in your bones. Playing with you like a dog. The pitch black dark ink of your mouth the closest...
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Nov 28, 20222 min read


Mother
The female teetering on the edge of the boat shivers, her form filling with ripples. She cannot decide whether she is colored or not. In...
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Oct 25, 20222 min read


Moth
there was a moth at my front door. i asked him why he was here. he told me he was very old, and wished to watch the gods of the earth...
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Oct 7, 20221 min read


Ghost
Voice in the dark. 
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Sep 22, 20222 min read


El Mar Peruano
I thought I saw.
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Sep 21, 20222 min read


Holland
Temporary displacement. 
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Sep 17, 20222 min read


Peruvian Party
In your father’s apartment, you begin to hear it. Dancing, music, through the night and into the morning. It lacks the sensuality of its...
victoriapdam
Sep 17, 20222 min read
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